So I've been back for a while...but I can never use my blog to relate tha stuff. I use it when I need to let something out, or can't find a person to talk to or something. Well, in short, I don't feel very good. In fact, I feel very bad. I'm confused, and very sorry, and not sure whether I did the right thing. I know I hurt a friend, and being in the situation they were in I know how awful it is and I wish there was something I could do or say to make the scar fade, but I know there really isn't. I hate screwing things up, I hate making beautiful people sad...
Please don't comment to me or anyone about this. This is meant for me and few people, so please don't probe. thank you.